The real deal

So, I did the 25 things on facecrack. Now you get the real 25 things. (There are probably only 20, i'm pretty tired.)

The other things are all real, just not necessarily telling of who I am.

This post is intended to trip you up in real life. I'm sneaky like that.

1. I sleep naked. The only time I haven't slept naked was when I live with Jake, and then it was becuase the cat slept with me, not necessarily because Jake was there. I once had a 20 minute conversation with dave while he was standing in the door of my bedroom. I was naked, he didn't realize it.

2. I have done more drugs than most people think/realize. However, I stick to organic except for the one time with the duck and being slipped acid. That is why I stick to organic. I'm all about the mind altering.

3. I know your reading this Uncle Bill. . . So here's one for you. I love Harley's, almost as much as I like older men. Give me an older man who is academically talented and willing to learn to ride a Harley, and I might even consider getting married again.

4. Being married was a huge cluster-fuck. It may have messed me up for quite a while. The only thing I miss about being married is falling asleep beside someone. However, I do not miss him, or even falling asleep with him or sharing a bed with him. I just miss the body. I'm waiting for a better one to show up.

5. I am really freekn supersitious and anal retentive. The glasses are stacked in ascending size, and three to a row and all like kinds together. The plates are similar. There are only certain things allowed on the table and coffee table.

6. I am nice, sometimes. I appease my roommate by not brewing coffee in the morning because he hates the smell so much.

7. I know far, far to many daves. I have slept with 50% of the daves I know. You know who you are, I havn't really been satisfied with any of them yet. I'm waiting for the perfect one to come along and prove to me all dave's aren't asses.

8. I really really wonder who is reading this. Its the whole reason I'm reading this.

9. I think people don't get me. I don't even try anymore to make people understand. In the grand scheme of life it doesn't matter anyways.

10. Someday I want children. I think I will adopt. 

11. I want a tatoo of St. Brigid. 

12. I am a kind person, I will do almost anything for my friends. I don't often ask for favours in return. I believe that when I need them my friends will be there for me becuase I was there for them.

13. I am most definately in love with my mom's dog. I love animals in general. Sometimes, I wonder just how much they understand. I talk to my mom's dog and my cat like they're people. 

14. I practice both meditation and witchcraft. I require something to balance my life. I do not do it out of a religious belief, rather I do it to learn and grow within myself. I had parents who had very differing views of religion and life and I believe that it was this dualistic lifestyle that has made me become the accepting person I am today.

15. I believe all faith is held to comfort oneself and explain the world around us. I am not a very faith based person. I think that explanations are not useful, but spending time wisely and living how I want to live now is more important.

16. I really am writing a sitcom. You people have no idea how much fodder you give me on a daily basis.

17. I don't say no very often. Once I said no and he didn't listen. I reserve saying no for times when impending doom, or hurting another is imminent. I believe very strongly that saying no a lot denies people of experiences that would have made them richer. 

Has this worked in the past? Very much so. Has it had consequences? Yes. . . I have been involved with the wrong people and made choices that were dangerous. No one ever got hurt and that is what is important.

18. I know astrology doesn't pan out scientifically, but I like it. I like it a lot. I don't care. I even write horoscopes for the quill. Astrology is fun as fuck.

19. My feet are size 4. I can still buy kids shoes.

20. I do not get tired of sex. There is no such thing as too much. That doesn't mean I want it all the time either. It means I am one of those people who can be convinced to stay in bed all day, cook breakfast and have it in bed, nap and have him in bed. Ignore homework and work and have him in bed. I am also romantic by nature and like being swept off my feet (proverbally).

21. I am deathly afraid of bridges over water. I close my eyes when I'm driving over them. It freaks me out more if there is on coming traffic on a bridge and I have to meet it. I was stopped on the bridge on 18th street and got rear ended last fall. I had been afraid of bridges ever since I was little. Specifically over water. Sometimes I wonder what past lives I've had.

22. Everyone says I have an old soul. If I have been around for so long, I'd like to think I was first born in the Roman era, or even Grecan. Then reincarnated just in time for the crusades, in Paris for the revolution and a beatnick in the 1930's. 

23. I have dreams before people die. Once or twice they have come to me after they've died too. Thinking about my Grandpa still makes me cry.

24. I want to find love. I want to share my life with someone and I secretly hope he's reading this right now. (Don't worry Jake, its not you. :P)

25. I am not going out with Kusnick. He is my roommate and my co-worker and the Will of my will and grace. We are the closest thing to siblings that two people can be with out being siblings. We have no desire to jump eachothers bones. Just so we're clear.

26. I have broken all the rules at least once. I'd like to break some more. I'll even be naughty to do so.

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